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I’ve decided to blog about my dreams.
Partly because they have been drama-filled like recent Y&R episodes, but partly because there was a point in time in my life when I used to vividly remember my dreams for days and days and then as i got older, it seemed like i had stopped dreaming.

I used to have crazy deja vu’s and as spooked out as I was, i couldn’t help but be excited every time i had one.

So anywhoo…this morning I woke up from a dream that had my heart racing and was on the verge of crying [what else is new].

I was literally caught in bed with some dude [i don't know who he was, but i know he wasn't my type] by another dude [i knew who he was].

What was so crazy about it was that he walked up to the bed, lifted the covers, and said, “okay lissa money…” and walked out of the room. No yelling, no screaming.

I then nonchalantly got up, picked up a bathrobe and shrugged my shoulders like i didn’t care. Then in a matter of seconds I realized what I stood to lose. All of a sudden I’m talking to Dr. Olivia whats her face from Y&R *blank stare* and she’s talking to me like, you just threw away the best thing that ever happened to you, how could you be so callous, yadda yadda yadda…” and finally after drilling into me what a cheating LOSER i was, i broke down and cried.

Then i woke up.

So here is what my dream dictionary had to say:

ADULTERY
To dream that you commit adultery or have an affair, signifies your sexual urges and desires that are longing to be expressed. Alternatively, it indicates self-betrayal from your subconscious. You may find yourself entangled in a situation that is not in your best interest, perhaps even illegal.

CHEATING
To dream that you are cheating on your spouse, mate, or significant other, suggests feelings of self-guilt and self-betrayal. You may have compromised your beliefs or integrity and/or wasting your energy and time on fruitless endeavors. Alternatively, it reflects the intensity of your sexual passion and exploring areas of your sexuality. It is a reaffirmation of your commitment.

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